I have this hole inside my chest, and every time I think of you, it hurts so bad

I want you back, except I’m not willing to go through all of this again

the insecurities, the anxiety, everything; knowing that you’ll never love as much as I do and feeling like an idiot for loving you that much

everything’s just so hard

it even pains me to look at your face, to see you everyday, knowing we can’t really be together, and love isn’t really enough, sometimes

and it hurts, because i’m feeling empty inside but you just look ok

i’m gonna decide what i’m wearing to school tomorrow

wish me luck (∩_∩) 

i’ve never realized how selfish i am until now

too selfish for my own good

too selfish to even be in a relationship

• I want to have my hair dyed in a crazy color
• I’ll never have a beautiful skin
• If I could change just one thing about my appearance, I’d choose to change my skin
• I listen to music that nobody likes